ibu...oh ibu...

25 Feb 2012...my mom was admitted to hospital sebab tiba2 kene wat operation lutut. Nervous giler ak dengar bila akak ak gtau thru the phone haritue. So after discuss ngn en hubby, kiteorg decide tuk balik kedah hari tue jgk. Dlm kul4 lbih kteorg bertolak ke selangor coz nk ambik akak ak then baru balik kedah. Sampai selangor da kul8, rest jab then kul9 kteorg bertolak..nek kete wish akak ak so selesa cikit la ak nak melunjurkan kaki..berbaring kat belakang.


Jam 3.30 am kteorg sampai kg halamanku..ak mmg da xbole tido coz xsabar nk jumpe ibu..jam 8pg ak, akak and en hubby da siap2 nak gi hospital. Sian plk en hubby letih lom hilang drive semlm da kene bangun pagi2.. After breakfast..kiteorg pun gerak gi hospital..time tue adik ak da masej ckp mak da masuk OT (operation theater). Dalam hati ak xputus2 doa semoga ibu ak selamat menjalani pembedahan. After 3 hours, baru selesai operation tue, then ak nampk dorg surung ibu kluar dr bilik OT..kurusnye mak..terbaring lesu ats katil.


2hari ak di kedah..and seboleh2 nya ak nk memaksimumkan masa ak ngn mak. Tp keupayaan ak terbatascoz ak pun da sarat sgt..just tunggu hari je baby nk kluar..klu cepat kluar best jgk..hehehe..tp xkesah la, yg penting baby ak sihat and kluar ngn selamat.


28hb..ak, akak and hubby bertolak balik, after antar akak kat banting selangor, ak ngn hubby terus drive balik JB ngn MYVI..sepanjang perjalanan ak rasa bersalah coz xdpt nk jg mak time dia btul2 memerlukan org tuk menjaganya..kecewa ngn diri sendiri..huk2.. :(


ape yg ak harap skrg is my baby cepat2 kluar...then ak leh berpantang n kembali bertenaga tuk jg baby dan ibu kat kedah..hopefully my mum leh bersabar n tunggu ak balik.. (*_*)

Dah bengkak...

okey..kat ats tue is my legs ek..ade ape2 beza x?yup..skrg da cam bengkak cikit..nk jalan pun da terbatas n nak gerak pun same..ambik masa tul klu ak da duduk then nk bangun balik..huhuhu...tapi ak still drive gi UTM agi..
actually da rase sesak jgk nafas nie bile drive..tp gagahkan jgk coz belambak agi bende nk settle kan b4 ak cuti bersalin..


tue je la nk update kat blog ak arinie..(^_^)

ok..ade mood cikit..

My mood asyik swing jer this week maybe too many things yg ak fikir and keje banyak blom settle..keje bertangguh mmg la ssh nak laksanakan..;) Actually ak da list down ape bende yg ak nk wat..as below; 


1- Settlekan pls claim (perspex and claim ak gi wat keje kat MinT)
2- Bg Prof MyBrain15 nye report coz dia kene evaluate ak nye performance b4 ak submit kat KPT
3- Discuss ngn Prof camne nk habiskan duit grant coz da nk abis tempoh (31/03/12) - time nie of coz ak da cuti bersalin.
4- Gtau Prof bile ak nk start cuti bersalin..


Finally di Hari Jumaat yg mulia nie..penghulu segala hari..ak berjaya jumpe prof..(da berhari2 gak ak cari dia) (^_^)


so ade la improvement yg ak dpt dlm minggu nie..next action ak menyusul.. :) ape yg ak leh conclude kan..


item # 1 - tunggu RMC nye green light. 


item # 2 - Yeaaa..Prof da siap evaluate..tunggu surat dr SPS jer..then ready to be posted..


item # 3 - Da discuss ngn Prof and dia da bg guide line tuk ak habiskan duit grant..( i loike) 


item # 4 - Prof da bg green light tuk ak cuti..baik nye prof ak..dia ckp..awk berpantang la btul2..sambil2 tue leh wat writing and reading kat umah..


Alhamdulillah..dipermudahkan semua urusan aku..Syukur..

semakin hari semakin lemah..

waduh.. I'm entering 36weeks and ak rase makin cepat letih sekarang.Asyik nk berbaring jer.. Sakin pinggang makin kerap and kaki pun da bengkak2..huhuhu..perhaps my baby is about to come out :) 


Another 1 week my pregnancy cukup 9months..hmm..rase nervous sesangat, tido pun xlena sgt coz tkut bila fikir baby akn keluar at any time (^_*)


Dr ade ckp yg 1st baby nie ssh nak expect bila akn kluar..maybe awl or lewat..tp it doesn't matter coz yg penting my baby sihat and sempurna fizikal serta menjadi anak yg solehah..Amin...

Few names for my baby..

Tonight my hubby lambat balik..hmm..ape nk buat ek..after mkn keteow goreng yg sedap..(hehee..hand made okey)..ingt leh mkn ngn hubby..coz quite lame gak ak xmasak..tp hubby baru col gtau dia nk main badminton since dia kat kg. Nak tgk pun xde cter best..so ak pun try cari2 nama yg sesuai for my baby..and below are the list of potential names: 
1. Nur (cahaya) Izzah (mulia) Amani (cita2,keinginan, ketenangan)
2. Airis (sejenis bunga) Nuha (bijaksana) Sumayyah (kebanggaan)
3. Airis (sejenis bunga) Qaireen (kebaikan) Hafiya (sgt baik)
4. Ufairah (pemberani) Eryna (cantik)
5. Izz (kekuatan) Iris (sejenis bunga) Sofia (menawan)
6. Dhia (sinaran) Annur (cahaya) Humaira (berpipi merah)
7. Nur (cahaya) Afina (yg memaafkan) Aneesa (yg mesra, penglibur)
8. Amani (cita2, keinginan, ketenangan) Alisha (protected by Allah)


so above names selected by me...not yet discussed with my hubby...(^_^)

My Birthday dinner

Last night..I thought my hubby will coming late coz he got a work at Kluang and usually he will playing badminton every wednesday's night. Since this is the 1st time I celebrate my besday as a wife, he coming back home early for me..(so sweet....kan). 


Hubby straight away drive back from Kluang to Skudai and we went for dinner around 10p.m. Know what...when my hubby asked me..where to go for dinner..in my mind was Benafe Village but I didn't say it to him coz I wanted to test whether we will have the same thinking or not. Surprisingly, he did mentioned the same venue as mine..immediately I hug him (^_*) 


I ate so much last nite and I had banana split for dessert..yummy...:)


p/s: there is no birthday gift last night, coz I already had my present in advance last week from my hubby..

2012 plans Outlined

Here some big things that I plan to do this year: 


1- Get ready for my newborn baby
2- Pay full attention on my Master study (aims to finish in Dec 2012) 
3-  Wanna try to do some part time job
4- Become a better muslimah Insyaallah.
5- Go for holiday in Island - (wanna try out some challenging activities)