menzahirkan kekecewaan secara ilusi~~~

salam....good day to all...everyday have their own story...T_T...meaning??? maksudnye tiap2 hari yg kte lalui msti ade cerita or kisah yg tersendiri kan. yela..Semalm..maybe sepanjang hari tersenyum..sampai org sekeliling pelik jer.., apesal minah nie duk senyum memanjang..ish2..bkn nk tumpang happy ker..or think +ve kan..dikutuk adela...
Harini..x seindah semalm..yg membuatkan kte tersenyum..arini..kte menangis..bersedih..berduka n sewaktu dgn nya..(^_^)..hmm.. colourful n wonderful nye hidup kan...esok..kte pun xtau ape warnanya...warna2 ceria kah..?or warna2 kesedihan kah? no body knows..but He always knows..


hmm..ape related nye title ak kat ats n entry ak nie...actually hati ak sering tertanya...y org happy senang nye nak menzahirkan rase gembira..but when we are sad....or disappointed sukarnye nk tunjukkan 100% kat org...coz its looks like no body care bout you..konon2 "ape ak kesah ko kecewa..or ade kaitan ke ko sedih ngn hidup ak"..perrgh...mmg perit babe klu dengar kata2 camtu dikala anda sedih..tp ak blum penah lg la mengalami situasi tue..

currently i feel alone..rase cam nk fly...or stay kat mane2 tmpt yg tenang tuk ak zahirkan kekecewaan...ditempat yg xde sape2 kenal ak..like start a new life..with new environment, new peoples n new spirit..then after 2 or 3 years ak balik la semula..with new Hamiza..hahaha..tp ni illusi ak semata2...hehee...